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one of those countries
one of those countries
 
’Now my heart is full
Now my heart is full
And I just can't explain
So I won't even try to’”
-Morrissey
words by michael tolva


“There's nothing that can describe the current feeling in the air,” explains an Iraqi woman on the topic of her city, “It's like that Morrissey song.” In our interview she references the song while trying to describe the irrationality, the emotional upheaval caused by the occupation of Baghdad .

But the truth is she has tried to describe it.

For more then a year now, the 25-year-old Iraqi woman has been keeping a document of her life. She lives near a bend in the Tigris River in the north of Baghdad and, when the electricity permits, she posts the stories of her life since the start of the war to her website under the appropriately unassuming and anonymous name of Riverbend. Born in Iraq and educated for eight years in America , she now shares her story and the story of her city with anyone who cares to read it

Americans are delivered news of daily atrocities in Iraq from our televisions, radios and newsstands. The American public has been made well aware throughout the war that what is displayed on the nightly news can be digested as information weighted by stereotypes, by government media regulations, by our own ignorance of Iraqi culture, each impeding our understanding of Baghdad as a contemporary city with identifiable traits, not unlike our own idea of a city. The difference between the recent war in Iraq and the first gulf war is Baghdad . The gulf war was fought in the desert, removed from the city center and removed from the civilians living in that major metropolis. U.S. military forces designed this war with invading and occupying Baghdad as its goal.

Riverbend follows the news from inside Baghdad . As the Arab media more readily displays graphic detail of both the war and the rocky transfer of sovereignty, Iraqis watch the aftermath of the explosions, many of which they can hear from inside their homes, on the nightly news.

“ Baghdad is calm and relatively quiet if you don't count the frequent explosions. Actually, when we don't hear explosions, it gets a bit worrying. Hearing them is a relief and you can loosen up after they occur and hope that they'll be the last of the day…I watch television and it feels like I'm watching another country. All I can think is, ‘We've become one of those countries...' You know- the ones where hostages are taken on a daily basis and governments warn their civilians of visiting or entering the country.”

What Riverbend discusses, both in her blog and our interview, is a sentiment that can be easy to fall prey to when our military occupies a country. “[ Iraq 's] become one of those countries.” Iraq , perhaps, has always been “one of those countries” to us, to the stereotypically isolated Americans who collectively learn about a country only after we've invaded it. But when Iraq is cited as such by its very inhabitants, how can we try to identify with the city of Baghdad and its inhabitants? This month, sixosix magazine brings you, through our conversations with a girl living in it, a story of Baghdad as a city, a city irrevocably influenced by the war and its recent “freedom”, but a city with customs and landmarks and stories, none the less.

If history repeats itself, which it does, Baghdad has a long history of being attacked and occupied. It is a city that in its inception was built to house an army. Baghdad was founded in 762 and for a time, it was the largest city in the Middle East before losing that honor to Constantinople . Baghdad was once home to Muslims, Christians, Jews and pagans from across the Middle East and Central Asia . It was also one of the most forward thinking cities in the world, one of the first to do away with the caste system and open up its society to people from all backgrounds and economic levels.

For over 600 years the city grew and matured at an astounding rate until 1258 when the city was sacked a nd burned by Mongols led by Hulagu, the grandson of Genghis Khan. After this occupation, which destroyed much of the cities infrastructure, the city was caught defenseless for the next 650 years while it was occupied and fought over by one invading army after another. In 1921, Baghdad became the capitol of the newly formed country of Iraq , which began to rebuild itself with the profits from oil discovered 12 years earlier. With a new found independence from the British Empire in 1932, the rise of the Baath party and Saddam Hussein in the 1960's, Baghdad was able to build itself into the modern city it is today.

Iraq is, in fact, a city of 21 st century, not the 16 th . Riverbend's frustration in confronting Baghdad 's occupation has much to do with the Western mission to redesign an antiquated city that cannot help itself. She spells out the dichotomy she too often sees in the understanding of her city:

“The Myth: Iraqis, prior to occupation, lived in little beige tents set up on the sides of little dirt roads all over Baghdad . The men and boys would ride to school on their camels, donkeys and goats. These schools were larger versions of the home units and for every 100 students, there was one turban-wearing teacher who taught the boys rudimentary math (to count the flock) and reading. Girls and women sat at home, in black burkas, making bread and taking care of 10-12 children.

“The Truth: Iraqis lived in houses with running water and electricity. Thousands of them own computers. Millions own VCRs and VCDs. Iraq has sophisticated bridges, recreational centers, clubs, restaurants, shops, universities, schools, etc. Iraqis love fast cars (especially German cars) and the Tigris is full of little motor boats that are used for everything from fishing to water-skiing.

“In other words- there was something there in the first place. We have one of the most sophisticated networks of highways in the region: you can get from Busrah, in the south, to Mosul , in the north, without once having to travel upon those little, dusty, dirt roads they show you on Fox News. We had a communications system so advanced, it took the Coalition of the Willing three rounds of bombing, on three separate nights, to damage the Ma'moun Communications Tower and silence our telephones.

The current city of Baghdad has a population of about 5.5 million people. The entire city of Chicago by comparison only has just over 2.8 million people living in it. The entire metro area of Chicago , which includes Cook, DuPage, Grundy, Kane, Kendall, Lake , McHenry, and Will counties, has just over 8 million people. The size of Baghdad is roughly 81 square miles and the city is divided in half by the Tigris River . If we took 81 square miles of Chicago it would have it borders being the lake on the east, Pulaski on the west, North Avenue on the north and 63 rd Street on the south.

Just north of the central district of Baghdad, jutting out into the Tigris River is Baghdad 's largest park, called Baghdad Island. It is a haven of both tourist attractions and green space. For Riverbend, it was “one of the few places you could go to breath” in the city. The park is about 128 acres total and to put that into perspective the newly opened Millennium Park here in Chicago is only 24.5 acres. The park was an attraction for the whole Middle East with over 50,000 visitors a day passing through. Today the park is home to the US Military forces in Baghdad and is closed to the public. The central part of Baghdad including Baghdad Island has been blockaded and shutdown, appropriately called the Green Zone by our media.

Because it is difficult to visualize an unfamiliar city, to put this into context, it would be comparable to shutting down the Loop . Doing so would not only disrupt the business that is in the area but it would also deny access to some of our most well known and enjoyed attractions: Grant Park, Buckingham Fountain and the Museum Campus.

Baghdad is a particularly modern city, but what about a modern society? Baghdad has just over 1000 public schools compared to Chicago 's 602 schools. It is an incredible school system, though many of these schools have closed down because parents no longer let their children out of the house to go to school. It is difficult for any family member, let alone children to get permission to leave the house these days. Riverbend explains the challenge of getting out of the house in an occupied city. Her trip to Karrada she compares, for our benefit, to what she imagines our Magnificent Mile to be, and though Karrada is an out door market, it sounds about right: shoppers, tourists, long lines, total chaos.

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comments: iraq
subject: i didn't fully understand.
date: 08.06.2004
name: phil C.
comment:
It's nice to see it through the eyes of another. Thanks. Good article.

Had anyone read much of her blog before?
 
subject: Baghdad
date: 08.09.2004
name: J N Florida
comment:
We all should have been shocked and awed. Your last four summary paragraphs are excellent and very true statements. It is from this prospective that we should be looking at all problems outside of our borders.
 
subject: surprised
date: 08.09.2004
name: nit picker
comment:
good article, but it's full of so many errors (grammar, punctuation) that i'm actually taken aback. This is not something i am used to seeing in this magazine. The content has remained consistently good, but the quality of proofreading (or editing, whatever you want to call it) is slipping. Come on guys, i expect more from you.
 
subject: Fake??
date: 08.18.2004
name: Fact Checker
comment:
After reading this article I went and read some of Riverbend's blog. I found it really interesting and I forwarded it on to a few friends. To make a long story short, we are now in a debate as to if Riverbend's blog is fake or not. I have found that there was the RiverSbend blog which attempted to smear the original Riverbend blog by posting pro war propaganda. Most people are calling RiverSbend the “Fake” blog and “Riverbend” the real blog. But what sort of research did 606 do to determine if Riverbend was really who she says she is? You said you interviewed her, but did you do so via email? How much of this article was from your interview and how much was from her webblog? I’ve read a good deal of her webblog and have recognized big chunks or your article coming from that. I am just trying to get my facts straight and figure I’d write in.
 
subject: Interview
date: 08.18.2004
name: 606
comment:
Intervies where done over the phone as well as email. If you read her blog you will of course see large chunks from this article taken from her blog. We did not try and hide these sections as they are set apart from the rest of the text. We used interview material to add to our text and to clarify parts of her blog. But as the point was to tell part of her story, we used a lot of her story as a choice. thanks for reading.
 
subject: but...maybe
date: 08.18.2004
name: 606
comment:
It is of course possible that she is a fake. As you need to take major media with a grain of salt and find out things for yourself, the same most hold true for 606. hmm salty
 
subject: somewhat biased point of view though...
date: 05.12.2005
name: Gotta wonder
comment:
I've been reading riverbend's blog for a year and a half. Since she never stated whether her family was Shia or Sunni I didn't consider that her feelings might be something other than those of the average Iraqi but over time it has become clear that her family is Sunni and that they enjoyed many privilges under Saddam's reign. I believe that has biased her opinion of the US because she wasn't oppressed by Saddam's reign. The Shia and Kurds might feel differently.
 
subject: Baghdad Burning
date: 10.09.2005
name: 1/2 Iraqi
comment:
A one year portion--from inception Aug 03 to Sept 04 has been published under the name Baghdad Burning, published by the Feminist Press at NYU. I would assume that NYU would confirm authenticity before publishing her blog but who knows. I have only read portions so far but have found it fascinating to get an inside glimpse into what is happening on a daily basis in Baghdad.
 
subject: Baghdad Burning?
date: 12.15.2005
name: Lew Shugar
comment:
I think this blog is exceptional. It's good to see vviews of Baghdad from an unbiased reporter.
 
subject: answer to somewhat biased pt of view
date: 12.27.2005
name: dontWonder Read
comment:
if you read all the blog, Riverbend doesn't mind having saddam overthrown. she mentions that there were people who were against saddam but also against the invasion. What she does mind is having her life and her city turned upside down. she's probably sunni but mentions there's a lot of intermarriage and one of her cousins is shia. she's against this dividing of people based on their islamic belief or on their race - she wants talented iraqi people to REbuild and rule.anyway, this sunni shia issue disgusts me because if you recall at the beginning of invasion this issue wasn't mentioned. at that time WMD and so called obvious links to AL Qaeda were enough, but when those lies didn't pan out, the old Brit tool - 'DIVIDE AND CONQUER' was brought about. it has been successful for only the occupier and the so called passive citizens of the western world. riverbend tells how there are many different kinds of shias including the ones who are NOT FOR the shia puppet leaders. back to 'DIVIDE and CONQUER', study history of colonialism/imperialism in the Indian Sub-continent and you'll see the what a trump card it has been for the occupiers but how horrid has it been for the occupied/colonized. It's been almost 60 years and the wounds of 'DIVIDE AND CONQUER' have not healed the Indian sub-continent region. My only consolation is that the phrase 'The Sun Never Sets on the British Empire' is no longer true. Whatever eventually failed the imperialists/colonialists before will surely fail them again! The only question is how many dead, how many physically injured/emotionally injured - the answer is we'll never know. We do know how many U.S. soldiers have died in the line of so called duty - the only difference is that there is a face (on TV), a name, and an origin - the reality is that dead is dead - a son lost is a son lost whether it's an iraqi son with no name, no face, no city/town to its name or the U.S. son whose wife/mother may even one day get some time on the media to speak about her loss. It's like those movies about the vietnam war where U.S. soldiers get glory while un-numbered viets are butchered - do we know their name, can we tell them apart, do we even want to - hey, they should just be THANKFUL, we went to save them. If they got killed in the process, so be it.
 
subject: Nationalism and Imperialism
date: 03.28.2006
name: Islander
comment:
I've really been enjoying the blog thus far, but haven't reached nearly all or even most of the journal, since I only came across it through a secondary article on a UK literary prize (for which the blog is being considered). It's interesting to see a dynamic perspective in Riverbend: a partially-American-educated, Iraqi woman who speaks freely of her experiences.

Two things I'd like to mention... Divide and conquer has been around for centuries, though modern history concentrates on the British as the main evildoers of the imperialist system.

Secondly, on the nature of bias... the idea that an "unbiased" account of anything is absurd. There is simply no such thing. We can all strive for objectivity, but opinions and biases are unavoidable, since we only see the world through our own eyes. No matter what we wish to think, our words are invaded by our thoughts and opinions. Although the following excerpt discusses a different topic than objectivity in news/media, Joseph Conrad said it best:

"... No, it is impossible; it is impossible to convey the life-sensation of any given epoch of one's existence, - that which makes its truth, its meaning - its subtle and penetrating essence. It is impossible. We live, as we dream - alone..."
J. Conrad - Heart of Darkness

Some details may be inaccurate... some believe it's a hoax. But I don't really think this matters. What matters is that her words are real. Which they are.